9:30am - I woke up! Achievement one of the day! Today, I did it with a bit of a sense of dread. Tuesdays are a busy one for me, and sometimes I’m not sure I have the energy for it. I stayed in bed for quite a while, honestly, with that weird feeling in my chest of really not wanting to do all of this. But, laying in bed rotting away scrolling my three Apps doesn’t actually take the feeling away. 10:30am: I told you I laid in bed for a while. No more – I made some toast for breakfast. Gourmet. I also made a run to the corner shop for an energy drink, knowing I’d need one to get through today. I chose a strawberry Monster, and much to my displeasure, found out that my corner shop is closing for four weeks from tomorrow for refurbishment. Where the hell am I gonna get my cheap silly drinks from?! Anyway, to accompany my toast and energy drink, two episodes of Breaking Bad, a show I’ve watched time and time again. Perfect for when I don’t actually want to think about anything at all....